The Dust of the Rear Guard

The coastal winds of 1010 b.c. drag heavy sand across the flat plains near Aphek, obscuring the horizon in a thick haze. Armies move by hundreds and by thousands, an ocean of bronze and leather shifting into a rigid formation. The ground shakes under the synchronized cadence of infantry pressing eastward toward Jezreel. In the dusty rear guard, a small band of Hebrews keeps step with foreign warlords, caught in the tension of a battle line they have no true claim to hold. There is an odd safety in the anonymity of the ranks, a brief moment of marching to a foreign drumbeat.

We routinely lock step with foreign legions, hoping the sheer momentum of the column will carry us past our own unresolved conflicts. We trade the solitary paths of the wilderness for the predictable machinery of an established army. The Lord operates outside the rigid geometry of our chosen alliances. When the commanders order a halt and force an exile from the ranks, we feel the sting of an unearned dismissal. The sudden order to pack the tents before dawn feels like a failure of diplomacy. We protest the expulsion because we do not yet see the peril waiting at the front. The Lord frequently dismantles our carefully constructed formations, pushing us off the broad road to save us from striking a fatal blow against our own heritage. The Creator quietly unbuckles the heavy armor we borrowed and points us back toward the empty hills.

The morning sun rises over the departing silhouettes as they walk against the grain of the approaching army. A discarded strap of leather lies in the dirt where the rear guard stood just hours before. The greatest victories are often the battles we are forbidden to fight. The vast expanse of the southern road opens before the exiled soldiers, offering a strange and quiet freedom that lingers long after the pounding cadence of the infantry fades into the warming air.

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