Baking under the midday sun, the rugged slopes of the Mount of Olives find themselves caught in the late spring of 33 a.d. You observe the scene just over half a mile east of Jerusalem. Sweeping through the gnarled branches, the wind carries the sharp scent of crushed leaves and the fine dust of pale limestone. A tight assembly of followers huddles on the uneven terrain, their robes brushing against the coarse scrub as they listen closely to the teacher in their center.
Speaking with quiet authority, Jesus ensures His voice carries over the rustling breeze. He instructs these fishermen and former zealots to remain in the city and wait for a promise from the Father. They interrupt with an anxious inquiry about restoring the kingdom. Deflecting their political hopes, He instead promises power from the Holy Spirit. Then He begins to rise. The physical reality of the moment defies gravity. He lifts from the rocky soil and ascends into the pale blue expanse until a thick cloud rolls in to obscure Him from view. The followers crane their necks backward. Suddenly, two figures dressed in stark white stand beside the bewildered crowd. These messengers ask why the Galileans continue staring into the sky.
Making the short trek back into the crowded streets of Jerusalem, the disciples climb the masonry stairs to an upper room. Roughly 120 people gather in the close quarters. Peter stands up among the murmuring crowd to address the betrayal of Judas. Quoting ancient poetry, he calls for a replacement to bear witness to the resurrection. The gathering puts forward two names before praying for guidance. Someone collects smooth earthenware shards to draw lots. The hollow clack of pottery pieces tumbling against the floorboards decides the matter, and Matthias is added to the eleven. We often rely on such tangible things to navigate the unknown. The desire for a solid answer in a fragile world remains deeply woven into our modern lives.
The sharp clatter of the cast fragments echoes against the plaster walls of the upper chamber. It is a primitive method of seeking divine alignment. Yet it reveals a profound trust in a sovereign hand guiding the most ordinary of tumbling pieces. They surrender their own limited understanding to the unpredictable arrangement of marked clay.
Surrender is often found in the space between our effort and the landing of the fragment. One might pause to consider the quiet courage required to cast our own uncertainties onto the floor and trust the final design.